With the depth of an M&M, I begin a blog journey. Frustrated with how superficial a certain community page makes me feel, I have decided to write in full feelings, thoughts, ideas. I do this because I need to. I need to stop being okay and to really be. Contrary to what others may want to hear or what they may think of me... if you have come here, it is for the raw. BEWARE. I can be, at times am, by my own nature, a very ugly person.